geh...i wonder wats happening in new york...
so tired....and sianz...
i have to lose weight and quick im blowing up like a puffer fish...
i already started studying for geog, his, common test...alittle bit early but i think i work better slowly...
GAAAA...tomorrow another zuo wen...i hav no bloody idea wat to write..
i haveeee to loooseee weight...
do pokemon har....up to you lor...i jus 不站陈。。。i think there are seriously better ones out there...go ask the other wierdo lar...or jess they should noe wat...ask me for wat, i oso not so interested in having fun....i also cant make decisions for u ppl...is u all wan to do one wat... im not that interested in fun...i just wan more time to sleep and draw.up to u...up to u....ur decision ur choice...consequences of it cant be changed you noe...u dunno consequences then alittle too ben ba...doodoooooi like godchild...but i haven read it properly yet...so until i get into the mood...ill pick it up againso tired...buti guess reading manga helps alot with plotting and formatting...I LOST MY TOUCHHHHHHMY DRAWING TOUCHHHH
i fell down yesterday...i hope i can walk properly soon my scar very ugly i hope it goes soon...haiz...y i so funny one...i predicted i was going to fall when i walked out of school...i should have took the busi hav to study AND DRAWoi uncle you wan draw or not...u wan to draw seriously then you hor...shld know wat to do...if not then...alittle bit too ben ba...i dun like ppl who think they can do it when they dont try their best...as for munkeh.... stop acting stop making people think you cover yourself with so many things of the past...its no use because most people can only see wat u are now... pasts are not scars for you to linger on...they are just scars there to remind you not to do it againahh...and for my dear freind.... do you want to do it or not...do u want to proof yourself or not. have you felt true freindship...open your eyes you know the other people's situation dont fall dont trap yourself in the middle of the fence. simple...you wan or you dun wan.....up to you dun hide from the fact....choose its your choice but your consequences cannot be undone. it will never pass by. its your destiny to do what you must thats what my father told me... a true freind will always be there even though the other party does not treat her like a true freind.... no matter what a true freind will be there praying for her freind to smile..even though she might never get back any love in the end...because in the end it doesnt even matter...thats how painful a true freind can somehow be...if you are a true freind...open your eyes to what you have...dun say " i dun have any true freinds" its ok if you never treat me as one but at least help the other freind you love even though she will hate me more...true human determination you are lacking it...if YOU wan her to noeif YOU wan her to smileif YOU know that you can do something....what are you doing...move your lazy ass help her.... what are you so afraid of true courage is the strength to do something right even though it stabs you back...IF YOU ARE TRUELY HER TRUE FREIND what are you doing...whatever you wan to do you better do it now there is no tomorrow... you have to learn to truely smilesigh....i dun hav strength to type out what i wan to sayshit...my work
