GOD GOD
ohgodohgodohgodohgod...
MY HAIRRRRR
(bangs head on table)
MY HAIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(bangs head on computer)MYYYYYYYYYYY HHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRR (bangs head on wall furiously)ah hahahahahahaaahaha...
WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *sob* NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i said 太短！ not 再短！！！！！！！！ can u understand CHINESE
not shorter i SAID TOOOO SHORRRTTTT
SSSSSSSTOOOOOOOOPPPP NONONOOO MMYYYYYYY FRRIIIIINNNNGGGE
NONONONONONONOOOOO WWWWWWWWWAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHa
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAHHHHH
I SAID "can you not put center parting !" not "CAN YOU PUT CENTRE PARTING"
can u understand ENGLISH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO STILL CAN LAUGH
HOW AM I GOING TO SCHOOOOL
I PON LAR....IF NOT I BRING PAPER BAG PUNCE TWO HOLES AND COVER MY FACE...
NNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I LOOOOK DAMMMMNNN IDIOTIC
IDIOTICIDIOTICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHgin (emos at a corner....) lets grow mushrooms....GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHNONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NONONONONONONONONONONOOOOOOOI AM SOOOOOOOOO BRINGING A PLASTIC BAGTHE ONLY BLOODY PART OF ME THAT IS NOT UGLY AND STUPID IS MY HAIR NOW EVERY BLOODY PART OF ME LOOKS AND IS STUPID BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLmy hair... (sob) MYYYYYYY HHHHHHAAAAAAIRRRRRRRRRR ( WAILS)
MMMMMYYYYYY HHHAAAIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (mourns) NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOmourn...gin....lets grow somemore mushrooms with blackie...hides at a dark corner....
WWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaashit im dead for math, history and science mugging this afternoon... slacking now...my ears are melting...listening to music...realllly nice music....cryable music....eeaaahhh...my ears melting.....deeeeyayy. yayy! YAYYYY! my teacher said that my drawings even uncoloured are SELLABLE SHE SAYS WITH MAYBE 5 PICS I CAN GET A SET OF COPICS OR PHOTOSHOP WITH TABLET.....!!!!!WWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEim going to make a portfolio and SELL it FOR moNEH MONEH $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$finally my hard work from last year june till now.... MONEH WWWWWWEEEEE$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ moneh moneh moneh MONEH MONEH MONEHim going to DO IT ...but she said something abt wter colours...man...i dun hav any other mediums than pencils....mechanical and graphite... nothing else...waterclors...neh... wateverMONEHHHHHH!!!!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$WWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEtsk my string broke again....why alsways same string somemore the ppl at the violin place say tat the string which broke is supposed to be hardiest of all strings!! its been bloody breaking for 6 times this years already u noe the MONEH ><>
mug mug mug mug LATEr wooo ...noww let my ears melt as i listen to beautiful music... -.-
sleepy...music really makes me happy :) especially my buddy violin-san but maybe ill get a new violin once im grade 5-6... my violin is actually very cheap and lousy ><
music really heals my heart...calms my soul and flies me to another world...sighz.....
hold fast to dreans
for if dreams die
life is a broken winged bird
one that cannot fly
float at the direction
and float forever
not to find a place
thats what happiness is
dreams never come true
if you dont have the courage to want it to
mood: grey
sigh so grey today
glad geog and lit is over...it was shit...but now i hav to worry abt history, MATH and science...
dooododooo dont feel happy ...
i dont wanna do my math homework...tomorrow i have math tuition. i have a bad feeling about this teacher...dont really like her i also feel very tired...dunfeel like practising for tomorrow's violin but whatever lar...i practise later...
i dun wanna study my history which i guess im screwed, imm clueless for math...must ask sop to tutor me
does my art suck alot? i dont really thnk so but no confidence le...teach is one thing doing well is another...dunno la....jus keep trying keep moving till i die....
tests arh tests arh please go past quickly and nevr come back
i wanna write another emo poem than i can draw it out...
この運命おあげる
GEH miserable miserable miserable GEH AAAAAAAAAATCK AARGGGGHHH
why cant i smile to it? do i not dare or do i not want to ? sorry le
any song recomendation?
i loooooove grim and scary classial music and wierd ones too....i know...humans of such young age never learn to appreciate works of the baroque and long past tsk tsk...
im wierd my taste is wierd kekkeke
should listen to...
- Borodin - Shostakovich Quartet 2 Op 68, Waltz
- polovtsian dances
- fire dance
- Borodin - Shostakovich Quartet 2 Op 68, I Oberture
listen to classical music for a change lar....aiyo modern world music sometimes very noisy de...
shadow of assurance
membrane of existence
just like a ghost straining in persistence
an array of painful colours
a frame of time
a time of not there
memories alone in the moonlight
numb from the pain
numb from solutions vain
tear through the layers
into the heart
what i see...
not really that much
numb enough to feel them there
dumb enough to leave me here
nobody speaks
secrets leak
where is my daivd star
where is that hope afar
the one i can never reach
the one i had always seeked...
only the dark sky and the moonlight
listen to the wind
torn out limbs
look the flesh
a worn out heart
look to the soul
a mending part
just no one to lean
haunted by my nightmares again tsk... i wish .... whatever
the past is past scars will be there but i hav to move quicker... havent studied i must concentrate...tsk
have to get out of this moonlight complex man...wish someone would be a david star...come bring me hope... god told me freinds are there... i dont smell anything
i feel so
lonely
i hope the angels are still there i want to return home... to the clouds
god when will that day come...will anyone realize
im goin carazy
i have been singing leng loi/zai song whole day ...
and the daiban joing wei tiu mou....ma lao zai wei shueng shi....
HEH! .................nvm ignore me
i also have been debating with myself so much about wether i should post up stuff in deviant art...pai seh leh...i dun hav good scanner...the whole thing lan diao...i dun have photshop....if i had i would have mastered it already HOHOhoo...but i dont have...
i dun HAV MONEH 4 photoshop and my beloved copic markers....sobsobsobs....I LOST MY FAVOURITE PENCIL WHICH I BOUGHT LAST WEEK after losing my other favourtie pencil ...WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
geh....study later...eat n stone now...hohohoooo...
my chinese so dissapointing...sniff
we r screwed 4 IT ... AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH i need hayden's pic for inspiration...
need to looose weight...
*nosebleed* the only person i like is not human.... AAAAHH
*stare* WEEEEEeeeeeee
UNCLE do wat i told u to do ... hohohohohoo
btw if u cant take my construtive critism i will knight u as
sir petty 小气 II
irritated by those petty ppl man...
omgoodness...i remembered yes me and chows were tokin abt hyde...
so freaky lar...he looks like our ex-tuition teacher... sany...
but sany not as pretty as hyde la...
but damn scary leh....i mean both snay and hyde..
chow said that when she first stepped into the the room and saw sany( he haf quite long hair then) she was rather shocked as she thought he looked like hyde...
than hor...when i saw the pic of hyde i was quite shocked cus he looked like sany...i was like...eh howcome sany can sing har...
lol...dunno how to describe situation...
*nosebleed* the only person i like is not human.... AAAAHH