the crimson-stained sun
has illuminated everything; now and the past
is what i have imagined within this twilight
more than my own hands can accomplish?
please teach me how to live
a little more vulnerably than i do now
won't you taint me just a little?
that way, even if i get hurt
and lose everything around me
this song of truth will flow through my heart
this dispute will probably go on
about that which is most precious
i've become a rebel, i've overlooked things
even the gentle smiles of strangers
if eternity knows what manner of darkness
and when pain will vanish,
then that way, you shall taint me
i looked always to yesterday, to the castles in the sky
when will i be able to follow them?
this song of truth shall be my guide
if eternity knows what manner of darkness
and when pain will vanish,
this song of truth will flow through my heart
now, please, taint me just a little
please, just taint me, only a little
this song of truth shall be my guide
紅く
滲む
太陽は
全てを
照らしてきた
今も
昔も
この
夕闇に
描いてる
想像は
果たして この
手におえないものなのか?
もっと
今以上に
裸になって
生きてゆく
術 教えてよ
ほんの
少しだけ
私を
汚して そうやって
独り
傷ついたり
周りを
失くしたとしても
真実の
詩は
この
胸に
流れ
争いはまだ
続くんだろう
どの
道今が
大切なのさ がむしゃらになって
見落としてきたもの
例えば
誰かの
やさしい
微笑みも
永遠を
知れば どんな
暗闇も
痛みも いつか
消えて
そうやって
今は
私を
汚して ずっと
昔見た
天空の
城に
いつかは たどりつける
真実の
詩を
道標にして
永遠を
知れば どんな
暗闇も
痛みも
いつか
消えて
真実の
詩は この
胸に
流れ もっと
今以上に
私を
汚して
ほんの
少しだけ
私を
汚して
真実の
詩を
道標にして
GODDDD!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! why study ...out of all the things i like! MATH>HISTORY>GEOGRAPHY............
and i hav been laggin for the last few weeks..yea i know hav to study but SO MUCH SO LITTLE TIMEE....my father in heaven....whyyy...
i tell you what i have to study...
*geog (everything from the start cus im blurred out) + i lost my geog txt bk! how am i goin to study this weekend....
*history...i was blurred out from the biggenin now at least only 3 chapters...which all i have been spacing out when ms lee was tokin cus i really didnt get anything AT ALL
*CHINESE...my text book stuff + my chen yu biao I LOST THEMMM...
*bio...was stuck todae cus durin last lesson i was doing last min art ...
THE WORST THING IS MY FILE CONTAININ ALL MY NOTES HAVE GONE MISSIN AND MY LAST AND ONLY HOPE IS THE TEXT BOOK....MY GEOG AND MATH TEXT BOOK IS MISSING MY CHEN YU BIAO IS MISISNG!!! everything is missing!!! god....aiyo what can i do....
SO someone during school please remind me to buy the text books BTW i have memory of goldfish 3second memory
then my violin....T.T secrret piano piece T.T
jessica came today more details shkd b on her blog
if you are a teenager, there is no such thing as liberty but if you grow up in the word you will know what true liberty is
AARRRRGGGHHHH.... i made him cry...i dun even know his name....aiyo i think i called him mr tan or ah boy tsktsk....Father....please teach me and tell mme where did i go wrong, i know im horrible when i interact with little kiddos like them but at least teach me so that the next time ill be better....im sure he will tell me when the time is ripe...aiyo mr tan you man le...still cry?
aiyo during our little trip to xinhua today hor...man i guess i totally screwed up! the worst thing is I DONT KNOW WHY! seriously the only thing i ever said to him was like... 'ah boy, come lets read' this was the full conversation...can anyone tell me what is wrong? i dunnno maybe with me?
me: wats ur name
ahboy: dunno
me:ok, then i call u 'dunno' hor
ahboy : lame...
me:...ok lets start...
its almost like everything he sees and everything he says is just almost just the 1 and only word: lame....
during the whole reading session i told him if he wanted me to read some parts then he said
' im clever ok you lame teacher...'
'i lame har?'
'yea u lame...and stupid...i smart'
'orh...so smart then continue lor...'
then he read...wow he silently offended me by saying that i was a pig...i mean im pandapork...but i can only stand wierdo sayin that im a pig...but ah boy...u hate me tat much meh? tsk... i mean this has definitly come across me as a eye openin xperience...i didnt noe tat 9 year old boys loved the word lame...
the worst thing was, he said he wanted to read by himself, i let him...then he suddenly stop and tell me tat he so summary...then he started crying...
lucky monkey was there...she asked y he wanted to do summary...he said that the teacher said he must lor....
i was like....har....
then i got even more goong diao when virid say that maybe i was too cold and didnt say any jokes...but maybe lor...i dunno...i ask god la...
i was also reminded again that respecting teachers are important because teachers are human beings too... parents and people who get hurt jus like anyone else and surprisingly most of them understand no matter how it seems...so i beleive respecting them is imporant as expecting them to respect you :) today i heard how song(?) lao shi toked to her daughter and gen...then i heard from god how to respect to get respected