exactly ahem... " gemini's have bad memories and BAD memory"
that is absolutely true...I HAVE BLOODY FORGOTTEN TO STUDY for the whole after noonman THE COMMON TESTS are coming my way...the are goin to smack me in my face and squash me to mush.... i will definitly migrate to where i came from after my studies...maybe mars...since i dun hav blood type...im like half mugging and half slacking lar....history i cant remember a thing...geography im trying to study but i cant remember a thing...bio...erm wats aorta....ok la...but i cant remember the partsLit...i cant remeber a thing...wats her name again...o darawatchin my past time favourite monkey king quest for the sutra WOOOOOOOO haven watch it for abt...5 years?
i wanna draw!!!! i need big inspiration=nnnnnwheeeeee...onto geog chapter 7history chapter 3 todaeee....and bioooo actualy i shld be done with geog by now and onto history 6...but slack 2 days alreadywaaa...i jus remember... violin lessons today.. KEKEKEEEEKKEEEEKKKEEKKKEKEKKKEe HOHOOOHOOOOOHAHAAAAAHHAAAAAAAHAke...KE...keomgoodnes damn funneh... my teacher hor....very funny one de la...he in the middle pf the lesson can suddenly ask me about the wanton needle store near my mum salon...then he say he hungry then he say he wanna eat...then suddenly he say that his throat got problem....and he was goin to lose his voice...then hor suddenly when we were playing ...the violin he cough like 2 times then he scared the freak out of me lar...he was like "bow grip...bow grip *cough cough* b¬ooowww griippp" his voice was super low...super scary...and just.....damn freaky lar...its like godzilla humanoid voice....then u should hav seen his face when he said that his face expression was like "eh..." then my face expression was like "eeeeh..." then both of us playin halfway stop and stone there for half a minute...then suddenly he continued playin but i didnt i was still in a stte of shock then he said "oi" using his damn freaky voice and burst out laughing like darth vader when he saw my expression agn...scary lar....really like darth wader and godzilla humanoid le...lol...ill never give up violin cus i got such a nice and wonderful teacher lol...with godzilla and darth vader voice nownow gotta study cant wait to finish and start slacking again
I WANNA GO NY... NY...
NNNNYYYYYYYYYdamn tired...no idea why...very tired wanna drop dead in the parade square...WELCOME BACK JESSICA!!!! WHeeeeee not so boring liao soo tired...my leg is still bad but im glad i can walk downstairs without looking that spaz anymore...and i can bend my leg alittle yayyyi wanna study and draw and excersise and play violin...but my leg cannot move to much le...i very lazy to draw leh...i very tired to play violin leh...i no mood to study even thoguh i have mounds of tuition homework to do...
maybe later...yea...later...zzzz...'
i wanna watch dr dolittle...
i feel so meaack...i wanna go NY
2.6 ppl make me feel so much tension and bad aura.... why are they still so....tsk nvm la...she make me damn depressed laWEEeeeEEEEeee goin crazyyyyy... man i wanna improve my drawing so bad...i wan copics and noe how to use them well so bad...i wan photoshop so bad...
MY IT PROJECT IS GOIN...MY CHINESE ZUOOOOOO WENNNN mama........ not enough time to check the dictionaryu for all the 20 plusplus words i dunno bloody teacher didnt even wanna give me 1 min more...blhooodddyy thing喜び悲しみ感動。。。せつなさい。。。いろいろ毎日がある何でも。。。
こんな気持ちが。。。抱きしめたら
my japs getting bloody rusty...GOING TO LEARN AGAIN....in the june's...but i still remember the grammer...jus cant remember the words lol...my diets gettin no where...my violin skills too
part of my msn conversation...(me is blu)"they poured water on my head and asked me if i knew wat was revenge...""WHO why?""who else....for fun lo""why you let her? ur not her slave or wat wat...why do you think she really does that" wat are u doing my dear...why are you still lingering around the black birds?"for fun lor...""...dont you know what is the meaning of taking advantages of freinds" "thats what all my freinds does...im am their slave...and they are my masters""then those are not your freinds! " am i not your freind..."thats why i said i hav no true freinds""...i guess if your happy with that than thats fine with me..." as long as your happy its ok if you dont know me..."happy...i forgot the real meaning of happy""then you have forgotten me... please...even though to you i am not of a true freind or you dont treat me as a true freind...its ok but at least be happy..."i have no true freinds...so your not happy....i guessok...im sorry...why are you smiling when you dont really mean itwhy are you crying when you havent even seen itwhy be strong if inside are lieswhy excuses than to risebut its ok if you are lonely its ok if you lock yourself upits ok to be their slaveas long as your happy....even though there is someone who wants to make you safemy hands were there for you to holdyou went to your "masters" as you have been soldi pray so hard for you to seethat if you'd looked beside you there is mei guess it will be impossible if you said no because i have to do what you have toldi guess to you, you have no freinds when i was there to hold your handbut its ok if to you im not your freindas long as you smile and fall in their plansit hurts so bad...to see you cry... to break my heart as you closed your eyesi guess i was too selfish to want you to smileeven though i loved you all the whilei guess i was too selfish to think that you treated me as a true freindmaybe my freindship is never worthwhileat least if you smiledmy will woudnt diebut now ....only the song of truth can be my guidevery sad...true story ya noe...why dont you love me....BTW I AM NO LESBO... im straight i love my freindsi am screwed for chinese... all the words that i wanted to check in the dictionary after i write finish hor...i have no time leh! then all blank...my knee's gotten better i can walk up the stairs faster now and i can sit with my legs bending slightly...woooi just hope there are no maggots inside...got scolded for not bringing my choir scores by mr tay....man im forgtefullstudy for history tomorrow...practise violin...draw...eh btw virid u noe helpin you with drawin will help me with improving toosooo... knock and he will answer seek and you will findi feel very sad just to let some ppl know im not in the mood for much stuffneed comfort from hayden and god...mama...
maybe im really too selfish...but i really...sigh nvm
maybe im posting too much...
i think abt wat ms lee said today...
i dont really think it necessary to care about allthis romance shit...i think only necessary once the time is ripe...
i mean who has all the time to sapre for midnight calls and worthless mush...man freindshipa dn family is so much stronger than puppy love and infatuation...i dun hav time for those...i wanna do the best i can now so that i can live for myself and god in the future not for anyone else....
the world is selfish...people love others because they want love themselves...no matter how much they deny it is true...
things are supposed to be done for ourselves and for christians god. so i dun find it any fun in playing with romance...not really fun anyway...i hav better stuff to do.
i mean some ppl trying to find love now for wat...its not as if no one loves you...
look carefully...love is not wat humans perceive it as...
i find it very funny...im not like many other humans....i mean like who doesnt noe their blood type.... some ppl might not noe lar...bu the problem is...i have taken blood test soo many times...durnig food poisoning the doctor couldnt identify my blood and scareed i culdnt make it becus he didnt noe wat nutrition to gimme....so he couldnt identify my blood...during dengue...i had soooo many blood reports...all of them missing what blood type am i its either -nil- or unidentified...my birth cert no blood type...i cant find any evidence that i actually have a blood type...everything i find says unknown...unidentified or -nil-....mama...wat am ieven my mum's ic never put her blood type....are we...not humans?...
geh...i wonder wats happening in new york...
so tired....and sianz...
i have to lose weight and quick im blowing up like a puffer fish...
i already started studying for geog, his, common test...alittle bit early but i think i work better slowly...
GAAAA...tomorrow another zuo wen...i hav no bloody idea wat to write..
i haveeee to loooseee weight...
do pokemon har....up to you lor...i jus 不站陈。。。i think there are seriously better ones out there...go ask the other wierdo lar...or jess they should noe wat...ask me for wat, i oso not so interested in having fun....i also cant make decisions for u ppl...is u all wan to do one wat... im not that interested in fun...i just wan more time to sleep and draw.up to u...up to u....ur decision ur choice...consequences of it cant be changed you noe...u dunno consequences then alittle too ben ba...doodoooooi like godchild...but i haven read it properly yet...so until i get into the mood...ill pick it up againso tired...buti guess reading manga helps alot with plotting and formatting...I LOST MY TOUCHHHHHHMY DRAWING TOUCHHHH
i fell down yesterday...i hope i can walk properly soon my scar very ugly i hope it goes soon...haiz...y i so funny one...i predicted i was going to fall when i walked out of school...i should have took the busi hav to study AND DRAWoi uncle you wan draw or not...u wan to draw seriously then you hor...shld know wat to do...if not then...alittle bit too ben ba...i dun like ppl who think they can do it when they dont try their best...as for munkeh.... stop acting stop making people think you cover yourself with so many things of the past...its no use because most people can only see wat u are now... pasts are not scars for you to linger on...they are just scars there to remind you not to do it againahh...and for my dear freind.... do you want to do it or not...do u want to proof yourself or not. have you felt true freindship...open your eyes you know the other people's situation dont fall dont trap yourself in the middle of the fence. simple...you wan or you dun wan.....up to you dun hide from the fact....choose its your choice but your consequences cannot be undone. it will never pass by. its your destiny to do what you must thats what my father told me... a true freind will always be there even though the other party does not treat her like a true freind.... no matter what a true freind will be there praying for her freind to smile..even though she might never get back any love in the end...because in the end it doesnt even matter...thats how painful a true freind can somehow be...if you are a true freind...open your eyes to what you have...dun say " i dun have any true freinds" its ok if you never treat me as one but at least help the other freind you love even though she will hate me more...true human determination you are lacking it...if YOU wan her to noeif YOU wan her to smileif YOU know that you can do something....what are you doing...move your lazy ass help her.... what are you so afraid of true courage is the strength to do something right even though it stabs you back...IF YOU ARE TRUELY HER TRUE FREIND what are you doing...whatever you wan to do you better do it now there is no tomorrow... you have to learn to truely smilesigh....i dun hav strength to type out what i wan to sayshit...my work