tsk.....you know what...
I AM DAMN PISSED OFF
by a particular someone...let me tell u ppl a story...lets say that person is A and the person's relative *ahemahem* is B and i am C and my mother is D and my father is E and my good freind is f and my best freind is G
C is busy ....what the hell...everyone is busy
C has to do a bloody project
C forgot what to do
C asked every freaking person in the team
C only got 1 bloody reply on the second last night
C had filming the next day
C got bloody scolded
C was made to do something else
C said ok and tried even though C did not know how to do it
C got bloody scolded again the next day even though the date due was friday C got scolded because SOME BLOODY PERSON said C no initiative
in the first place C tried to ask but no reply at all
THIS BLOODY PERSON IS A
C then went out with F for dinner in bloody heartland mall
D called C and asked her where was she going
C henngheng finish eatin walking home already C said she walking home from CIP
D then claimed C was lying and scolded C, D then blamed it on F and C
F suddenly wan buy protractor C say ok n follow...n then C got scolded for not telling D she go popular buy protractor...
when c went home D scolded c again and said that she heard that i did work with no INITIATIVE, brought the group down, am the only one not doing anything, LAZY, and stupid for not knowing what to do in the first place, dim blur and 害群之马...
C OBVIOUSLY KNEW IT WAS BLOODY A AND BLOODY B
who told D all this shit
then bloody E suddenly said C never study and only know how to play computer and talk to G who is my second savior from god...
what the hell lar...i feel like crying and plucking bloody A's hair out...
i dun even understand how i could control myself during the bloody aimless cross country....
man i still could smile...
1. i am accused by my mother
2. i am punished for no reason and bloody scolded 7 times in three days for what was seriously not what i think i did wrong
3. i am restricted from calling my savior G and interacting with my freind F
4. i am said to be too young to go out even to heartland mall
5. i am soooo backstabbed by a bloody 'freind'
6. i feel damn angry because i always wanted to help that bloody freind with a stupid work is more important than freinds...i am the god i am the sun attidtude... AND I ACTUALLY TREATED HER AS A FREIND
AND I WANTED TO HELP HER...
and i thought it over...cooly...
its not my bloody fault
but whatever la...if everyone sees me as lazy blur stupid no initiative a sore thumb a dreamer....
even if my mother....whom i trusted...
a freind who i wanted to help...
a father...who i loved
A BLOODY ******* who i thought was an understanding person who would think deeper before she let her mouth loose...
i was so stressed and angry that i actually pucked during chinese test...the worst thing was i actually swallowed it down because i wanted to finish my test...i got a bloody fever the night before and i still studied....then my father tell me not to burn the midnight oil then ask me study again...
im screwed for chinese and everysingle thing
WHATEVER LAR STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY OK I STUDYING U ASK ME STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY MY FOOT LA
and what the hell sec 2 cannot go heartland mall....
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
YOU WAN ME STUDY UNTIL I SIAO HAR... U WAN ME DAI ZAI JIA UNTIL I PONCHEK AND GILA HAR ??? HARRRR! YOU WAN ME TO GO WITH ALL SAMRT AND ' GOOD' PEOPLE UNTIL I NO MORE FREINDS ISSIT...WHEN SOME BLOODY 'SMART' ONE IS JUST A *****
i love my freinds and know and respect my choices
SO WHATS YOUR BLOODY PROBLEM
WAH LAO .... I NEVER PISS OFF UNTIL MY ENGLISH LIKE SHIT U NOE...I NEVER PISS OFF UNTIL I WANT TO KILL THE COMPUTER....NEVER IN MY LIFE ONCE...
this is the second time in my life i actually hated someone
and the first time i was so angry and.... until i cry
whooo¬ i feel better