float on the melancholy
fly to the moon
where it is a no man's land
a nomad's grande
he stares at the starless night
and looks far away
bring me home to where i have never been
i see a distant star
one so very far
all alone in the darkest night
the nomad sits alone with that distant light
make a wish, alittle cry...
i wish to go to the little light
just to see what hope is like
i wish there was never such wish
as a wish is just a wish never to come true...
home so near
at times so far...
just like my little distant star
i wish i woudnt need to wish
and it would never come to me...
if it were here it wouldnt shine so bright...
but its just a nomad on the moon...just let it watch from afar
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moi feels like an alien i wanna to go home...but tat will never happen...
i dun wanna offend anyone....but im stuck on the moon cant moveim sure there ar better ppl out there better than a use less nomadsorry dont touch me ill explode and break, ill fall from my little moon its just one of its phases things will turn out fine....
ahhh...my head...
i dunno why but everytime i go arcade or constructionsite or airport or even sometimes in a super noisy classroom my head spins like crazy... WAAAAA aHHHHHHHHH its like a bloody after effect of fLU AIYA dunno how to explain...i
feel sooo bad...actually today supposed to have tution BUT i didint know k....i told teacher it was wednesday..i even wrote it down...than suddenly she clled me when i was eating...and said she came...tsk make me feel bad...i later going to jog again...ate to much today...than hor...i seriously need to play violin later...AND I REMMEBER LIGHT LAUGHING...l's overreaction and the fight HAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAAAAthe link....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TUpm5h6LDQl's overreaction http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVr3v8dQUFc&feature=relatedl vs light http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nG_LhqKB0Lw&feature=relatedi seriously recommend these SERIOSULY WATCH IT NOT KIDDINGand these are vides like how ppl eact when they play those scary online pranks when the bloody picture pops out...RANDOM LOOOLLLL FUNNNEEYYYYY >>>>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFN-liGURPIhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yo-ViwPDGtQ&feature=related (dionsour)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5_6hMuTAfM&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3s0wvYeGTHc&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3S6-RPDuR8&feature=relatedat the arcade....HAHAHAHAAAA so funny....i wsa practically free loadin on everyone's one game...crys is bloody good at music rythm games....reall good.... than we had unglam photos of uncle and gen...eating
i just suck man LOL + the drum game thing ><>
i wonder why...no offence monkey so kanjiong when sshe play...really kanjiong should see her expression and hand movements when she play ddr and drum game....not like monkey...like gorrila...she seriously is trying to kill and destroy the games...
but my head really hurts....BAD ....its spinning...it hurts too during classes if i close my eyes it just gets worse...id be able to hear seriosly every single person tokin tin the classroom...every single word....my heads really bursting...WA in the arcade....i smile smile smile...ya la VERY FUN but very headache....i felt really relieved when i escaped from the arcade for awhile.. .wa...my head...my ears...AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
plus being able to hear those funny voices calling my name during class....quite creepy i hear them in the toilet too....and when im walking home in the MRT...nvm aural sensitivity does have its bad effects too...just ignore the voices
today also feeling so odd one out... out of everyone....i think i look the most queer and funny looking.. imean i dun hav me nice hair anymore...unlike eveyone else...even monkey or gen or uncle or crys........
i ...sigh destroyed it...im the like bulgy piece of thing in a funnyshirt...everyone ranges from the range of pretty to cool to funny but amusing to freindly an funky...and i just.....I D:UNNO LA...wierd...strange..i dunno how to like walk nicely or sit nicely or whatever glamly...im just jus...JUST PIAK there in the group like a fuinny......funny ThING?
AHHHH and TODAY I FELT SOOOOOO GREEEENNN (jealous) I SAW A BLOODY PERSON WITH A DOLLFIE...a ash blonde one with lolita clothes it was a nice guy dollfie (nosebleed)..MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR jealous jealous jealous jeajfdahffkjafgkjgsdhbgbhgafh...nosebleed....i wanna dollfie...nvm i look at hayden...he's much better loking....hayyyddeeeennnn
MY HEAAAAAAADDD AND LATER IM GOING TO JOG....ahHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY HEAD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i dunno leh...i feel like i dun belong in this world...i feel alien? my blood doesnt sing to these creatures called humans...i rather live with animals....or i rather be a nice tree... and live in peace...i feel so odd different away.... soo....alone?
wa seh... halfway during choir...everyone was singing..... like choirly...only oculd hear confused voices as song was new for newyorkers... than suddeny...
*zzzzzz* *zzzz* *zzzzzzz* 唇が時も 体も顔がしまいしょうか? あなたのキスでも。。。
i TELL u TAT BLOODY MONKEY everyone was like eh...how come suddenly got some funny music....my handphone...the monkey... bloody hell
wa...and if jamie actually heard the lyrics carefully....SSSS ...i'd be gone.... wa i zao to the back lar....diediedie...so scary i dont even want to tell u ppl the translation o the song...eh...from xxxholic 19sai...
wa...scary... i ate alot today...jog again.....yayy loooseee weighhht ...actually im not losing any sobsob...
im am damn tired and damn sianz in school lar..SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ..
U CAN SEE THE SIANZ LOOK during lessons....during break...in the toilet....SIANZ
so like no people lar.....TSK SIANZ.... i heard the sec1 goin to sentosa to stay...hope they stay there...than i can tel my past experience of the missing mattress and the toilet....weee scare them to death before they go there hehehehhehehHEHEHEHHAAHAHHHOOOOOO..ke
shit lar...i never play violin...GAH TIRED any songs or anime or manga to recommend???
i cant believe i actually jogged...
for MONTHS ive been telling myself ... "jac u fat asshole u better jog u pork..."
and today i actually started becus my father forced me...and i guess its perhaps time to use somthing called "the face soap" which smells funny...ive only used itfor maybe one month in 3 years who knows?
weee i actually exercisd....
got out of the lazyness cycle wooo
but i feel super laggy and lack now...
i cabt really remember everything for science but whatever la....i noe than can already...
i am super screwed for maths ...waaa no time lar...
shooooo tired..
im going bonkers...
NOOOOOOOOOOO i dun wan math...i dun wan my now the hair
i wanna sleep but i very scard for math...and i tot science tomorrow
so unfortunatly it doesnt end tomorrow and fortunatly i get to study on tuesday still
zzZEEEZEEE i dunno how to do alot of questions i hav done bfor...maybe i too tired or stupid LA
yay finally someone has the same perspective of good wierd music !go chowss!
fang come today to "study" we were probably laggin most of the time and tokin bt cosplay andat she wanted to do with her hair...
me fang and chows are all gemini YAY but somehow we are very same but very different but at least i feel that im not uncomfortable around them unlike some other numan beings....geminis are NICE ppl ^_^
im jut a wierdo...bloodsuking alien... i dun even hav bloodtype myself KEEKEEKEEE
changed chinese tuition to wednesday....sighz
i still hate my hair.... so sianz in school so sianz at home...cant wait for common test to b over...than i can pick up my pencil and start working on my selling art piecesWEEEE AND EARN MONEH MONEH MONEH...
...nvm...soooo sleepppyyy
im lazy to change tagg box le me and fang were tokin abt cosplay...im probably too afat and ugly to acctually look nice ba.. but the squishng face inventions by gen and fang are actually kinda hilarious when i see my self KEEKEEE so wierd...and funny
I HATE COMMON TEST AND SCHOOL
spread your wings of the wind
and fly to the pearly laments
caress the melodies and
fall in the enchant