Wednesday, April 30, 2008

shadow of assurance
membrane of existence
just like a ghost straining in persistence

an array of painful colours
a frame of time
a time of not there
memories alone in the moonlight

numb from the pain
numb from solutions vain
tear through the layers
into the heart
what i see...
not really that much

numb enough to feel them there
dumb enough to leave me here
nobody speaks
secrets leak

where is my daivd star
where is that hope afar
the one i can never reach
the one i had always seeked...
only the dark sky and the moonlight

listen to the wind
torn out limbs
look the flesh
a worn out heart
look to the soul
a mending part

just no one to lean

haunted by my nightmares again tsk... i wish .... whatever
the past is past scars will be there but i hav to move quicker... havent studied i must concentrate...tsk

have to get out of this moonlight complex man...wish someone would be a david star...come bring me hope... god told me freinds are there... i dont smell anything

i feel so

lonely


i hope the angels are still there i want to return home... to the clouds
god when will that day come...will anyone realize

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