SHITmy father wants to meet mrs soh...she surely complain super alot about me...shit larim so sianz soooo bored i guess 8 years of freindship can reveal many things through my eyes....im sooo funny to actually care so much about "freinds" to think that i was a true freind in their eyes.... im soooo stupid to try to help them when i get hated in the end...im soooo stupid to think that they were more important than what i am...im so stupid to think that they loved meim so stupidto love them...im so stupid even my dear sophia is getting mad....im so stupid i cant do anything but listen...im so stupid i let her fall to this plight because of me not helping my other freind#im so stupid for not trying to help someone who would harm meim sorry but im stupid enough to love and care and get hurt in the endand not love and care and get hurt in the endto those who actually care....im honoured... so cruel to see you get crushed by the train of the future while you lie on the tracks f your pastso painful to see you destroyed by your own consequences...im very tired and i wouldnt mind killing someone or draining some blood outta someone...the full moon's been out many times... dun think can dahan any longer...ill just wait and see if anyone actually seriously cares....if not ill just let me rust
im rather tired of caring for people when all i get is nuts in return but whatever lar..."freinds" are "freinds" jibun wo gambatte....
wanna sleep