WORK WORK WORK im doing work....man i need to chill
and and i have found a story for the bloody chinese lian bi...im translating all the words to english firstand make it in english...than i translate....

its a about...a drug addict on the streets once with a family but now lost everything except a sworn enemy, her step-brother, which she has never seen but only once when she was 5. during her 3 years since she left home after her parents have divorced she meets someone who smokes. both started as fiends as one was against drugs and another was against smoking but soon after 2 years of nonstop arguments they drew closer to one another. and miraculously both seem to plan on breaking their addictions lowly but surely. the drug addict decides one day to go back to her brother and to continue her studies in highschool along with her smoking freind. sadly her freind died of lung cancer after hiding his disease from the drug addict since 1 year before just when she swallowed the last pill she had.

than after a really tiring trip bcus of not having enough supply of drugs she finally returns home...memories have also finally returned to her. she finally meets her mother which she had not expect to see. she than falls into a deep sleep, dreaming of her brother and wakes up a few days later. than her mother tells her that her step-brother went to find her. she than finally finds out that her brother was the smoke addict who's actual purpose was to bring her back to the life which had once lived.

NOW NO STEALING IM USING THIS FOR A BLODY ONESHOT *Warning...incest and probably shounen ai....if i plan on makin the mains guys*


all rite now since im so sianz i shall poem out one of hikki's song



when someone's wish comes true

ive lost something important
because of a small thing
the cold ring showed its glimmer to me
the promise to be free
all i said was 'i needed today'
but that wasnt the case
the door to you vanished without a sound

the more i wish for your happiness the more selfish i turn
but stil i want you to stay ,ialways did

when someones wish gets grantd
that girl will be crying
that way the door wll be silent


i wanted to be the only one who could heal
you who is needed by everyone
and ive endured it a little too much

to wish for my own happiness is notselfish right?
if tats so i want to hold you as tight as i can

when my tears dry up
she'll be crying
that way the ground wont dry up

the more i wish for your happiness the more selfsih i beome
but you never hold me back you never did

when someones wish gets granted
that girl will cry
everyone's wish cant be granted at once

as the small earth rotates
i learn to be alittle kinder everytime
i wanna hug you one more time
as soft as i can...

its not raellypoetic thoug.....HAHA i suck ...


stupid TT she my end of the curse AHAHAHA revenge isure sweet
tt must die...tt must die...I DUN WAN CAMP I DUN WAN CHAO DA...I DUN ONE THE BLOODY SUN I DUN WAN TO BECOME A BLOODY CRAB AND START MOULTING!!!! NONNONONONONONONO
I DUN WAN SCHOOL i wanna stay silent

hmmmmm saa lazy person