im sorry virid but there are still many things i cannot tell you....for your own sake
but here goes...
im goin to 'scold' you
i know you really cant bear "£"£^%£$" ...
and im sorry for giving this burden to you
but to me...though she hates me so muchand treats me just like a slave last time , virid at least now you know how it felt
when you were there...how i was treated was far worse than how you are trated now becus she at least treats you as a freind
why do you think i left....its not only for my personal security of self control(this one you willknow next year on february) ...
and of courseits not for ur own good bcus ...ya...
but its for her sake virid....do you think she has freinds?
her state of social life is far off worse than ours...
virid she hates me so muchand i du even know why i care for her
i cant help her she doesn listen to me
but you must stay srong....ur her only freind tats at least more ....err....normal
pls ...bare with ituntil next year
when i will forget her...
you must help her so she can have....know wat is a freind
...only you can ...
im sorry agn for passin you this burden
so please dont do somtin stupid by hurting her even more ...even though its somtin small
bear with it! onegaisimasu !
and keep it from her that i caer hor...i dun wan her to think im some sort of wierd stalker...
and virid ...your not sufferin alone
there are still many things you dunnoe yet and i cant tell you
you shld feel relieved that you dont know ...
its better for you not to
